Friday, February 10, 2012

Trek Up To The 100th!

Yes. Through this post, I am out here celebrating the century of nascent words which have escaped my heart over last 3 years. It feels incredible. When I go through the neatly drafted older articles, I often sense pride and warmth serenading my being. The words were always reflective of my thoughts. Honest thoughts. Not one word here has an element of fabrication. Each single post of mine is written with personal care, tenderness, love and thoughtfulness. Emotions have been my guides. People my inspirations.

What I would want to dedicate my 100th post to is my inspirations. The three people who have been a distinct part of me and who have inspired me not from around me, but from within me. Their faces lurk behind most of my writings. What I share with them prompts me on. Whether the happy moments or the sad, they either cause them or help me live through them. Invariably, they metamorphose into some exquisite thoughts which my quill itches to paint into some precious words.

Here they are. Here is who they are. Here is what they mean.

The Love
He is the Guardian Angel of my solitary heart. I read about love. He taught me about love. The feeling that filled me with his arrival in my life was so overwhelming that it needed to flow out. It had to flow out. He made me feel so much of love that I could finally begin to understand it. Once I understood it, I felt a need to write about it, share about it. Love has been an experience of learning and unlearning. Nothing stands absolute in its path except for the fact that it exists as an Absolute need for all of our survival. I did mention about having understood it. But love is a spectacular panorama. Not one to be understood easily. He says, "So what? Live it, feel it, flow with it." And the words flow along too. Gracefully. Dancing under his magic.

The Care
He is solace of my heart. My reason for feeling good. My reason for looking forward to a new day. In his face, I've seen a frown which I sensed a need to smoothen. In his eyes, I've seen some pain which I always yearned to help flow out. In his heart, I've seen a coldness which I felt I could help thaw. He is the majesty which stands tall to the respect of the world. He is the softness which has always been cared for by me. In caring for him, I have felt infinite warmth being reflected back towards my heart. Each time I watched over him, I sensed some faith building up in me. Can there be a more potent inspiration that faith itself? The care, taking care, being cared for, lent me that faith, and the consequent inspiration. Its friendship at its best. The fights inspire me more than the good times. My writings carry lessons and emotions I gained via the periods of distress, the periods of taking care. Its is not the cherry on top of the cake I am claiming, it is the whole cake of memories I am sharing.

The Smile
She came into my life with the glow of sunshine. Funny I call her that despite heliophobia being one of her prominent attributes. Her innocence, silliness and childish purity has been comfort of my heart in the darkest of hours. Happiness deep down within has been ascertained by me to be a prerequisite to aid clear flow of thoughts out into comprehensible words. She channelized the best of positive energies towards me with that one bright smile she flashed at me on the first day I noticed her, and continued to flash the same at me each day we met and began getting closer. Her brightness, her contagious positivity, her infinitely pretty face, and the stupendous happiness she is always sprinkling around- all these factors have been the greatest motivations whenever I have sought to make anyone happy through the words I share on my blog. If she did not lent me all that bliss, I could not possibly have passed it on.

And We Turn 100
 I am not thanking them. They're all mine. My own. And they've stuck by in my good and bad times. I've fought each one of them with bitternes. I've loved each one of them with passion and tenderness. I was in three different worlds while I wrote the above three, but that in now way means they are distinct or isolated sections of my existence. They inspire and encourage me together.
In his love lies tender care and plentiful smiles.
In his care I find smiles and the warmth of love.
In her smiles hides a reason to love and to take care.
They all hurt. They all are close. They all are behind my expressions.

For having come a long way. from writing my post #1 to now writing post #100, I am ecstatic. Each one of you reading it has been a part of my journey. Thank you so much! I know you are happy for me and are sharing that ridiculously beautiful smile with me. Thanks again. Hope to keep seeing you around.


  1. Congratulations on the 100th post.
    I love the way you personify love, care and smile. Beautifully written.

  2. Congratulations ... stay blessed

  3. "Emotions have been my guides."... only a blessed soul can figure out this... and you are one of them... GOD BLESS YOU for doing such a wonderful work here, expressing oneself is not easy but the way you do it... awesome..

    HEARTY CONGRATES.... keep it up... :) :) :)

  4. Congratulations dee..I feel more blessed that I have been a part of this wonderful journey as a reader nd I firmly believe its just the beginning,we have a long way to go...

  5. @D. Nambiar
    Thank you for the constant encouragement :)

  6. @Achint
    Thanks bhaiya! You know that you have been an inspiration too!

  7. @Bhargav
    You return on my blog with such words of flattery. Can't say I don't love it though. Thanks a lot! Emotions actually have been my guides. I am glad the posts I write connect with people.

  8. @Apoorv
    Thank you so much! I do value the company you have given me in my journey. Especially your comments on book reviews. Its nice to gel with fellow book lovers. You are undoubtedly one I like to hear from. Love.

  9. congratulations.. u have come a very long way, and am proud of it :)

  10. @Mak
    Hey! I am so happy you left a comment. Obviously your love and wishes mean a lot. Thanks for everything. Everything.

  11. Tell you what, this is like a soft and ever-so-vulnerable layer of honesty placed tenderly between two slices of bread - one signifying ecstasy and the other moderation. Today I'm also feeling very happy and it's nice to come across your post. Cheerio.

  12. @Destiny's Child
    Whoa! That is such a nice way of expressing. I'm impressed. You certainly sent my way a part of your happiness. Thank you!

  13. Wow! I so fell in love with your post! I haven't read all your posts yet but going to just follow ya and catch up with you! :)

  14. Thanks Jen! Welcome to Nascent Emissions. If you did actually like this post, I am hoping you would like most of the stuff here. Do leave a feedback!

  15. Saumya, its like you write the words I think and feel... Kudos to you for having SUCH a beautiful way with words.

    1. Oops! I missed this comment. Someone has really been going through my blog, and liking it too.
      Thanks Amrita. I would be nothing without lovely people like you around to share my words with.